Disappointed

I was looking forward to seeing my hubby this weekend (we get to see him every two weeks) but today when he called me he told me that he won't be able to come home this weekend because a machine broke and they are on a deadline. They will have to work all weekend. So we won't get to see him for another two weeks. By then it will be a month since I saw him last:(

After the phone conversation I sat and cried for a few minutes and felt sorry for myself . I have been in a funk lately and I just can't seem to get out of it. You would think that this postpartum depression stuff would not last this stinking long. I feel like I am going to be on Zoloft for the rest of my life. Haha that's ironic in and of itself because that's depressing.

Today I was also missing Grandma Waterlyn a lot. I miss her phone calls, spending the weekend with her, and talking with her. She would always have the right thing to say to make everything better. I am glad that she is in Heaven but some days I just really wish that she was still here.

So with all of this and the flu going through the kids and I, this week has been disappointing.