I have been having a really rough couple of weeks, no one reason in particular. It's just been rough. I think I care too much sometimes and I get hurt too easily. 

Yesterday was hard, I spent time on pinterest pinning quotes that fit my grumpy mood and whined and griped to my hubby and I was going to emotionally purge here but then I realized that I can't control anything but how I let myself react and feel. I tend to forget that and let outside things affect me more than I should.

Last night as we were sitting as a family reading scriptures and having our song and prayers. And  I had all four of my children snuggling and cuddling with me I realized that I am so loved, needed and blessed. I had everything that I needed right there with me and nothing else really mattered.  

I have the gospel, a Savior that never gives up on me, a husband that supports and loves me unconditionally, four beautiful, amazing children that need me and a strong good family.

Do I struggle every day? Yes. Do I feel inadequate? Yes. Do I let my depression and anxiety get the best of me some days? YES! But I know that I am not alone. That tomorrow is another day, another chance to become the mother, wife, sister and friend that I want to be. Tomorrow is another chance to change.